I hoped to update sooner but life has been kicking my ass this spring. In March I lost my best bud, my cat Morgan, who's been with me since right about the time all my medical problems started up; he never left my side. He started having internal problems and his health went fast. I made sure to let him know how much I loved him right up to the end.
Needless to say that wrecked my state of mind for awhile. The cat we got last year, Trixie, has been very comforting to me, and we adopted another female cat, a marbled tortie we call Sophie, to be her friend. Sophie is adjusting very nicely and things in the house are getting to be whatever passes for "normal" around here.
Today I learned that after years and years and years of trying to get on disability because I can't work a regular job anymore, like at all, I finally got approved. I don't know how much my benefits are going to be yet or anything but at least I got a judgement in my favor, and (assuming maybe too hopefully that I'll be able to collect my Social Security when I qualify in a few years) this means for the first time in forever I'll have a steady source of income. Which is a goddamn relief at this point. I've been living too long on charity and selling my life on Ebay.
What does this mean for the book? Well it means that I now know I don't have to scrape by and can concentrate on putting the book back together, time I've been losing by just plain fluctuating between survival mode and "fuck it I'm doomscrolling." My mental health has been improving thanks to some changes in my meds, so this will just add to the improvement. I can now devote time and brain power to the task. My long national nightmare is nearly over.
So, I'll be updating again probably in June and let you know how things are, both in life and in book. Meanwhile if I can get Wordpress to cooperate here's a pic of Morgan, and no I did not name the character in Adrift after him.
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Always ready to help me work on the laptop |